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I am so apprehensive about my future. I feel at times that I will never be able to achieve my goals. Then when I look at how far I've come I realize that I really can make a good future for myself. The past few weeks have been quite the transformation for me I've gained confidence that I did not think I could ever have I've come to see how much my life really means to me and how precious it really is. So many opportunities await me I can't wait to share all of my achievements with someone special to me because then its not just a accomplishment for me. I think that once I am with the rite person everything else will become easier since I will have a anchor someone to be there to support and reassure me and they will have me to do the same. Having someone that will stay by you and not run when things get difficult is something special.