love

why is love so  difficult i wish to feel its sweet embrace but yet it eludes me there is a girl she is so sweet and amassing i want to give her the world because she deserves it but she will never accept it she is perfect in every way i just wish she knew how i felt but i cant tell her she is so far away in more ways than one love is something so special and i have not accepted the fact that i have feelings for her because i have been too afraid to be hurt but i feel something different this time something real i hope she recognizes that i have such an affection for her but i doubt she does it is so complicated and hard im more confused than ever and all i can think of is her and what is not there even though i long for it to be she has no idea and that is the hardest part the worst part though is its happening even though I don't want it to or with me trying its unavoidable I hope the day that I express my feelings she mirrors them