well hello no one

since this is my first blog post i would like to give anyone reading this a little back story of myself. my name i would like to keep private but you may refer to me as wilhelm(prenounced vilhelm) i am 18 years old and male I have had quite the history I feel and espically for someone my age I havebeen in and out of my perents house since I was 15 Ive had some pretty rough times in my life rangeing from an excessivly abusive father to living with a phyco tranny I have been addiced to alcohol and been able to get clean I graduated early from highschool and can almost go to any collage in the us but I dont know what I want to do Ive always had problems trying to have a connection with people to the point where I was willing to sacrafice myself which was one of the worst mistakes of my life and Ive learned from it there have beena few times in my life where I was suscidal and had no hope but I have moved past them im just a kid trying to live his dream of doing what I want I have two of the best friends a person could have and they like me for me and Ive never felt this way but it feels nice to be accepted.