This time in my life

At this time in my life I am hopeful I feel like things are going to work out I feel amazing I'm working on owning my own business and besides a few bad things i am so glad to be alive my friends are amazing we all have our own problems but together I think we can support each other through anything and my other friend who attempted something awful yesterday has made me realize how far I've come from back then those are just memories now and I have the whole world open to me I can't believe how I feel rite now I can look back at everything and think about it and not even care anymore I'm over it all I can move past it all and take just the good and this girl she really is so amazing and I am so hopeful for the future with her and what this adventure might bring I am really happy for the first time in I don't even know how long anything I put my mind to I feel I can accomplish I know I can be there for my friends and family since I am finaly able to let go of the things that have been holding me back I think I can really make a bright future for myself and the ones around me I feel like I'm happy for the first time I'm a really crying rite now because of how happy I am I really feel something besides numb to everything or just depressed for no reason and I love it and I really don't think this girl realizes just how happy I am because of her just being her